philmcneal
07-10-2006, 10:10 PM
i have lost a wallet today, which had some important cards and photos of my family. I've tried going back and forth school and work trying to retrace my steps and asking any of the stores if they had seen a lost wallet. To no success all i had was rage rage rage, so yes you named it:
a) WOT in every gear until i reached 10 plus over the speed limit
b) put the shifter into N
c) was too pissed to FAS, i wanted to cut people off and be the first moron on the red light because it felt GOOD.
i can see why people love the speed, it made me feel so awesome, although most people would go 10 to 30 over the speed limit (in km/h) but I on the other hand still had no guts. To be doing something out of rage and getting pulled over just will make me do something I regret (like bitching out at the cop or something) so I begin to coast more often once I reached 10 km/h over the speed llimit (varies at 50 and 60 km/h) .
To my surprise my scangauge was reporting 50 mpg, so I'm like, "I'm not angry enough!" and WOT even in the lowest rpms, DIE PUMPING LOSSES DIE I did everything in my power to be a speed freak like every other **** citizien on this planet. But when I knew I had to stop I still coasted towards it dispite my efforts, although much more agressively. There was one stop that I had to stop and I keyed off, just thinking about myself....
light was green, i key on and just WOT again and again and again, boy how did I ever tolerate getting up to 50 or 60 km/h in such a slow pace? (10 seconds plus) now by WOT I can get there within 3 seconds and it was awesome how fast my car really is. I still tried to shift smooth but that wasn't my concern anymore, my concern was to get up to coasting speed as fast as possible and then coast the living crap out of my car. With neutral on of course since when one is pissed, one can't bump start. As well I'm sure all the WOT is cooking the yummy oil and warrping my cylinder blocks, so I might as well idle to give it some cooler, even if I had to kill a tree or two.
it felt good to be agressive and then scangauge is reporting 50 mpg for the whole day (20 miles at least). I was not agressive on to work then school, but when school ended I realized my wallet was gone so I was clam and FASED my way towards work to retrace my steps. But then after a few events and no cigar I went nuts and went crazy on home with all that WOT and being the first guy in line at the red light.
Long story short, I was suprirsed at the score I got. Just go to show you can make up any WOT you put in as long as you coast to make up for it.
That is all, anger is something I wish I never inherted from my father. When I am angry all I do is do things I regret and frankly it feels good for that moment. After realizing what actually happened, it maybe too late to undo the mistakes one has done.
Im just blabbing hoping I can learn from my mistakes, but I doubt it. Anger is something people say you CAN CONTROL, but I believe it cannot under the right circumstances.
Anyway, at least I didn't bumper kiss someone, if I did that... boy you know something really bad has happened to me for sure. But I never cut people off like that before for a long while as well...
Ok I'm done my rant, lesson is, stay cool and don't be like me! Even though those WOT were awesome I admitted but... for the oil getting cooked like that prevented me from FASING so my score could have been in the 60's if I had just chilled for a moment there.
But when you lose your family photos in a wallet you had so long for, and then thinking about some crack addict picking up your wallet and then chucking it after getting what he wants just boils my blood inside. I even checked the local garbage near where i lost my wallet to see if that were the case and sadly... they probably took the whole **** thing and is planning to fraud the living crap out of me.
Anyway I'm done, coast a lot folks.
a) WOT in every gear until i reached 10 plus over the speed limit
b) put the shifter into N
c) was too pissed to FAS, i wanted to cut people off and be the first moron on the red light because it felt GOOD.
i can see why people love the speed, it made me feel so awesome, although most people would go 10 to 30 over the speed limit (in km/h) but I on the other hand still had no guts. To be doing something out of rage and getting pulled over just will make me do something I regret (like bitching out at the cop or something) so I begin to coast more often once I reached 10 km/h over the speed llimit (varies at 50 and 60 km/h) .
To my surprise my scangauge was reporting 50 mpg, so I'm like, "I'm not angry enough!" and WOT even in the lowest rpms, DIE PUMPING LOSSES DIE I did everything in my power to be a speed freak like every other **** citizien on this planet. But when I knew I had to stop I still coasted towards it dispite my efforts, although much more agressively. There was one stop that I had to stop and I keyed off, just thinking about myself....
light was green, i key on and just WOT again and again and again, boy how did I ever tolerate getting up to 50 or 60 km/h in such a slow pace? (10 seconds plus) now by WOT I can get there within 3 seconds and it was awesome how fast my car really is. I still tried to shift smooth but that wasn't my concern anymore, my concern was to get up to coasting speed as fast as possible and then coast the living crap out of my car. With neutral on of course since when one is pissed, one can't bump start. As well I'm sure all the WOT is cooking the yummy oil and warrping my cylinder blocks, so I might as well idle to give it some cooler, even if I had to kill a tree or two.
it felt good to be agressive and then scangauge is reporting 50 mpg for the whole day (20 miles at least). I was not agressive on to work then school, but when school ended I realized my wallet was gone so I was clam and FASED my way towards work to retrace my steps. But then after a few events and no cigar I went nuts and went crazy on home with all that WOT and being the first guy in line at the red light.
Long story short, I was suprirsed at the score I got. Just go to show you can make up any WOT you put in as long as you coast to make up for it.
That is all, anger is something I wish I never inherted from my father. When I am angry all I do is do things I regret and frankly it feels good for that moment. After realizing what actually happened, it maybe too late to undo the mistakes one has done.
Im just blabbing hoping I can learn from my mistakes, but I doubt it. Anger is something people say you CAN CONTROL, but I believe it cannot under the right circumstances.
Anyway, at least I didn't bumper kiss someone, if I did that... boy you know something really bad has happened to me for sure. But I never cut people off like that before for a long while as well...
Ok I'm done my rant, lesson is, stay cool and don't be like me! Even though those WOT were awesome I admitted but... for the oil getting cooked like that prevented me from FASING so my score could have been in the 60's if I had just chilled for a moment there.
But when you lose your family photos in a wallet you had so long for, and then thinking about some crack addict picking up your wallet and then chucking it after getting what he wants just boils my blood inside. I even checked the local garbage near where i lost my wallet to see if that were the case and sadly... they probably took the whole **** thing and is planning to fraud the living crap out of me.
Anyway I'm done, coast a lot folks.
